[CLOSED] don't wake me up...

[monroe owen hughes]

"I got to where I can wiggle my toes in my cast. Cause I feel them going to sleep a lot. My doctor said I can drive if I want but my car's a standard, so I need both my feet." He said, making his way slowly up the stairs. He finally got up to his room, and nearly ran into his dad.

"What's he doing here?"

"Lucas is here too."

"You know we're leaving tonight."

"Did I?" He smirked, and kept walking to his room.

"You aren't going to be into the alcohol and you aren't going to be having sex. Lucas can give you your medicine."

"Luc is gonna fucking spit on it."

"Like you haven't swapped spit with him."

"Yeah, but I have a boyfriend now. Who, frankly, is like.. a God compared to Lucas."

"No alcohol."

"Yeah yeah. I got it."

[zain marshal rhoston]

"That's good," Zain murmured with a smile, following him up to the room. He eyed his father, sneering at him from behind Monroe's back as he spoke. He made a kissy face, then smirked, shifting his weight before wandering to the edge of the bed just past him, slipping off his shoes.

[monroe owen hughes]

"I'm se-"

"I GOT IT OKAY?! GET OUT OF MY ROOM! FUCK!" Monroe screamed, slamming the door closed so hard a framed posted fell off it's hook and hit the floor. "Fuck. He talks more than a woman." He said, walking over to his dresser. He pulled out a pair of pajama pants, then looked over at Zain with a smirk on his face. "Wanna help me get undressed?" He asked.

[zain marshal rhoston]

"Mm, definitely," Zain teases, helping him sit down on the bed. He kissed him softly, as if nothing had happened earlier, played with the button on Monroe's jeans.

[monroe owen hughes]

Monroe kissed him deeply, reaching over to brace his hand against Zain's chest. He wasn't interested in sex, not at the minute. He just wanted to show Zain that he cared for him. That and he also needed help getting changed. He reached up to cup his cheek and kiss him deeper, leaning closer.

Cap'n came out from under the bed, barking at Monroe and Zain. Monroe smiled, wrapping his arm around Zain. "Mm.." He pulled away slightly, looking over at Zain. "You're always going to be my favorite, Zain.. In every single way. Don't ever, ever doubt that. Lucas will never mean near as much to me as you. Never."

[zain marshal rhoston]

Zain melted into the kiss, closing his eyes. He listened quietly, but for once, he believed it. Which might not have been a good tjing. He had been hurt to many times, and having full trust in Monroe made for a mess if anything happened. He smiled faintly. "I believe you.."

[monroe owen hughes]

"I'm just as sick as you, Zain.." He said quietly, gently running his thumb over his cheek. "I'm not gonna lie and say that it's easy to be around me, because it's not. I'm always hurting myself and trying to die and.. I'm sick too, okay?" He kissed the corner of his mouth before he laid back, looking over at Zain. He didn't want to admit it, didn't want to tell the one person he truly loved that he wanted to die, that he kept trying and trying. But like Luc, he felt like he was only half of who he was supposed to be. And that was enough to drive anyone crazy.

[zain marshal rhoston]

Zain bit his lip, eyes pained. "Okay..." He whispered. He gently pulled Monroe's jeans off, slipping his pajama bottoms on. He leaned up, kissing him as he took off his own jeans and his brace.

[monroe owen hughes]

Monroe kissed him softly, threading his fingers into Zain's hair. When he moved away, Monroe worked to get his shirt off. He tossed it to the floor, running his fingers slowly over his stomach. He saw Cap'n trying to climb up the bed, and leaned over, picking him up. "Hey, baby." He told him with a smile, hugging the tiny dog close. "Look, it's daddy." He said, and Cap'n jumped from his arms, waddling over to Zain.

[zain marshal rhoston]

Zain laughed softly, probably the first time in awhile. "You're keeping Monroe company, yeah?" He kissed its little head, lying down on his back next to Monroe.