[CLOSED] love? fuck that.

[mathieu 'mat' darren blank]

Mat nodded. "He's the only person who can. Whatever this.. hell I'm fucking stuck in means I lost touch with everyone. Except him. I'm like, the fucking grim reaper. I go and find the dying people and this voice in my head keeps screaming at me.. All this so I can touch someone who would rather be with that." He nodded towards the boy.

"No, I don't fucking /care/ if it 'makes him feel better'," He made an annoying voice at this. "He has no right hurting you, damnit. I love you, okay? You're the little brother I never got."

[devon splyce parker]

Devon frowned guiltily at the words, pulling up a handful of grass and watching it fall through his fingers. He looked towards the figure he was speaking off. "But if I don't tell you, you won't know what he does.." He murmured. "Then it won't matter."

"You're the big brother I lost." He tilted his head some, watching him curiously.

[mathieu 'mat' darren blank]

"But I know what he does to you, Devon. He rapes you, makes you cut yourself. He hits you. You don't have to tell me, Devon. I know." He folded his legs in front of him, looking over at the boy. The next words he said hurt him the worst. He was glad at least one person besides Dylan liked him in their family.

"You're always gonna mean the world to me, little boy." He said with a smile. "I've known you since you was, what? Twelve? You weren't but a little kid."

[devon splyce parker]

Devon smiled faintly, nodding. "Yeah." Personality wise, he had matured very little. Maybe he understood a little more than before, but he was still that little kid in plenty of ways. Rubbing at a scarred arm, he stretched his feet out, glancing at their unfinished game of tic tac toe, then out across all the headstones.

"Like stars in the ground.." He nodded faintly, tilting his head up to look at the sky.

[mathieu 'mat' darren blank]

"Kinda.." He said, looking around at all the different head stones. They did kind of look like stars. "We could always see the stars best from your roof. I think me, you, and Dylan spent more time on you guys' roof than anywhere else." He smiled over at him, wondering if they could still find the shapes they found before. They had always had so much fun, Mat curled up against Dylan, the three of them looking up at the stars.

"We stayed up until like, so late at night." He chewed on his snake bite.

[devon splyce parker]

Devon nodded, smirking at the thought. "It was fun..." He huffed. "Dylan was the best at making up stories about the stars." His lips tilted up again. "Silly.."
Yawning, he stretched a bit. "Haven't done that in forever..." Shaking his head absently, he glanced around again, shifting his weight some.