[CLOSED] turn it all around or throw it all away.

[nevada 'vegas' jayvon hanson]

"You're too hot to be an idiot." He smiled. He wrapped his arms around his waist, moving so he was on top of Jayson. He rubbed his hips gently, tilting his head to the side to kiss him deeper. He smiled before pulling back to look at Jayson. He reached up, stroking his cheek gently.

"Youre as close to perfect as a person could get." He said with a smile.

[jayson thomas christopher]

Jayson smiled faintly up at him, then frowned. "I'm not.. As close to perfect as a person can get doesn't drive buzzed and get their brother killed in a car accident, Vegas.. He died in my arms, that isn't perfect. I'm broken too...you're not the only one."

He kissed him deeply again, closing his eyes. "Turns out that brother is an angel now..he moved on, though..has a girlfriend and a baby.. And I'm the only one who knows." He didn't know why he had the urge to tell him, didn't bother mention almost getting hit by a car last week and dislocating his shoulder.

[nevada 'vegas' jayvon hanson]

Nevada met the kiss, wrapping his arms tighter around his waist. He rubbed his back slowly.

"At least you have him back. And he remembers you. Seems like you're the only person anyone remembers." He teased. "You've got a little niece or nephew now. You got your brother back. And it doesn't take away the pain of him leaving, but it makes easier. Cause now you have the goodbye you didn't. All those things you didnt say. You got a second chance not everyone gets.." He sat up on his hips, running his fingers through his dark hair.

[jayson thomas christopher]

Jayson chewed on his lip. "Yeah..I guess...but you're wrong. All he remembers is my name..nothing else. Just..Jayce." He shrugged. "He-...he doesn't have to remember what I do.. I don't wanna talk about it, dunno why I brought it up."

Shrugging, he smiled up at him faintly and sighed, reaching up to ruffle his hair.

[nevada 'vegas' jayvon hanson]

Nevada smiled, leaning down to kiss his neck. "No, it's okay. Really. If you want to talk, then talk. I'm your boyfriend.. That's my job, isn't it?" He leaned down, kissing him slowly. He rubbed his sides gently, then wrapped his arms around him, hugging him tightly. He laid down beside him, kissing his neck again. "You should probably go shower. You smell like a hospital."

[jayson thomas christopher]

Jayson shrugged. "I guess.." He mumbled, smiled just faintly. "Ugh..I don't wanna. You do too." A smirk. He was right, he probably should.

"Not like I'm doing anything, racing in a car by myself and coming home, I don't even wanna hang out with anybody but you.." He usually would hang with the life of the party. Tonight he just needed to win though, get the bet money, pay his debt and come home.

[nevada 'vegas' jayvon hanson]

Nevada rubbed his chest gently. "Go and have fun, okay? I'm probably just going to sleep." He said. Or try and figure out a way to get his phone working.

He yawned, rubbing absently at his face. He wondered if this was what it was like all the time with Jayson, if he ever really got time with him. Although he doubted it. They both seemed busy; Jayson with his races, nevada with work. As far as he could tell.

[jayson thomas christopher]

Jayson huffed, falling quiet and listening to talking upstairs. Cory was home, but everybody was still awake. He realized he was holding his breath and let it out, sighed.

"I don't have to go yet," He mumbled, holding him close. "We have some more time.." He smiled.

[nevada 'vegas' jayvon hanson]

Nevada just yawned indifferently, laying his head on Jayson's chest. It felt strange, like it should be the other way around, but he didn't care. He was a little too tired to care about anything. He draped an arm around him lazily, closing his eyes as his breath grew steadier. He didn't know what else to do than sleep and hope whatever Jayson thought was so important for him to remember would come to him. He shifted a bit and groaned.

"Okay, where else do i have piercings because I just found another one." He said. He was tired of finding things about his own body.

[jayson thomas christopher]

Jayson laughed softly. "From what I know of you so far, that's the only ones." He smiled, kissing his forehead and closing his eyes, sure to hug him tight.

He must have fallen asleep at some point, because he felt a hand shaking his shoulder and found himself looking up at eerily catlike eyes. He'd always had a feeling Cory wasn't human. "Nh..?"
"Come on, mom and dad are asleep."