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Post by lucas 'luc' cooper pike on Mar 20, 2012 21:05:48 GMT -5
"No. I get hell for being semi-gay. They're not going to give me any more grief than they already do. I was raped by three of them yesterday. I think they already know I like guys.." He kissed him back, rubbing his arm gently.
"I do too.. I want to be able to be like everyone else. But I don't want it to change how everyone looks at you. If I only get you behind closed doors, that's fine." He didn't want to tell him it made him feel like a whore, someone you only call when you want a lay. That it made him feel like he wasn't important enough. He wouldn't tell him that ever.
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Post by dyson montgomary shylk on Mar 20, 2012 21:11:16 GMT -5
Dyson shook his head. "I don't want this behind closed doors, Luc..it isn't right, isn't fair to you, okay? I just...I got a lot going on..But I'mma show you off to the world as soon as I can."
He smiled a bit more, kissed his forehead. "Cos that's what you deserve, not some closet relationship."
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Post by lucas 'luc' cooper pike on Mar 20, 2012 21:18:37 GMT -5
"And I don't want this out in public where you can be tortured!" He squeaked, guessing he was losing his voice from screaming for help yesterday. "You can't just show up to prom with Lady Luc and expect everyone to just be like 'oh, well he /sounds/ like a girl so it's close enough." He turned over onto his back, hoping he didn't fall asleep.
"I'm fine with the closet, okay? I've got a big closet.." He mumbled, rubbing at his eyes.
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Post by dyson montgomary shylk on Mar 20, 2012 21:23:53 GMT -5
"I'm already being tortured," He muttered bitterly. "It isn't anything new. But fine, if you wanna do this in the shadows, like it doesn't even exist or mean anything, then we will. Whatever makes you happy." He rolled onto his other side, then paused, and tugged Luc off his back. "No sleeping like that."
He closed his eyes, refusing to let any emotion show.
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Post by lucas 'luc' cooper pike on Mar 20, 2012 21:29:00 GMT -5
"I'm happy here. With you. And I don't care who knows and who doesn't because I know and that's what matters." He mumbled. He grumbled in complaint as he was moved.
"Maybe I didn't have any intention of sleeping." He mumbled, turning over on his side. He hugged his pillow close, something he did when he didn't have Dyson there. He liked having something to put his arms around. It made him feel safe. He felt he tears stinging at his eyes, a few spilling down his cheeks, but he didn't say a word.
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Post by dyson montgomary shylk on Mar 20, 2012 21:32:25 GMT -5
Dyson worked his jaw in stubborn silence. After a moment, he rolled over, staring at him, and reached to brush his tears away. "Man, fuck. I'm sorry Luc...." He pried the pillow away, gently hugging him close, sure not to make it sexual.
He drew in a slow breath. "I'm fine with anything you want okay? I would do anything to just see that you're happy..."
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Post by lucas 'luc' cooper pike on Mar 20, 2012 21:42:09 GMT -5
Luc just nodded silently, burying his face in Dyson's neck. He was careful not to touch anywhere else on him, afraid he would hurt him. "I am happy, Dyson. Whether you see it or not. The one person I've wanted forever is here with me. So what if we can't be like normal couples? It's no one's fault. It's just how it ended up. I'm happy with you, Dyson.." He mumbled, wrapping his arms around himself.
"Can I have my pillow back?" He asked, looking up at him.
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Post by dyson montgomary shylk on Mar 20, 2012 21:45:07 GMT -5
Dyson bit his lip. "Okay..." He whispered softly. Gently, he handed the pillow back, then rolled over to look the other way again. He brought a hand to his eye and cheek a moment, shouldering away the escape of tears, closing his eyes and curling up, reaching to pull the blankets up close.
He coughed softly, rubbing slowly at his own wrist before he opened his eyes again, staring out at the wall.
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Post by lucas 'luc' cooper pike on Mar 20, 2012 21:57:32 GMT -5
Luc decided to leave him alone, wash the spare blankets and sheets he had so he could just change the bed later. He grabbed their plates, carrying them to the kitchen. He stood there and washed them carefully, setting them in the rack to dry. He walked to the laundry room -what should have been a spare bedroom, but Luc hated people, and didn't expect to have kids- And started going through the closets. He pulled out a sheet, then a few blankets, tossing them into the washer before he pulled his dry clothes out of the dryer. He carried them to the corner of the room, sitting down as he started to fold them.
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Post by dyson montgomary shylk on Mar 20, 2012 22:02:05 GMT -5
Dyson rolled onto his back when Lucas left. He sighed, pushing his hair from his face. He cursed softly in agitation at himself.
"I'm a fucking idiot," He mumbled, draping an arm over his face. He wasn't tired anymore, couldn't sleep if he wanted to so it didn't really matter.
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