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Post by lucas 'luc' cooper pike on Jun 7, 2012 1:29:18 GMT -5
Luc got up and stuck his head in the window, looking over at Dyson. "Are you sure you need to be smoking?" He asked, but ducked inside anyways. He took a long drag off of it, then handed it over. He sat down on the bed, finally letting out his breath. He watched the smoke float towards the window, his thoughts wandering back to the first night he tried to kill himself.
"We used to live in a house with a chimney.." He said quietly, pulling out his lighter to flick it and watch the flame. "Big, two story house. I had a balcony.. I climbed out my window one night and scaled the wall, got up to the roof." He put his lighter back in his pocket. "Dad had been working on he roof and left like.. seven feet of rope on the roof. I tied one end to the chimney, made a noose with the other end and I jumped. The neighbor saw and ran over.. There was always something about dancing with death, coming so close to dying that it became like.. second nature. It felt right, but wrong because there was no gun. Then Monroe put two and two together and figured out I'm only half Lucas.."
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Post by dyson montgomary shylk on Jun 7, 2012 1:33:24 GMT -5
Dyson shrugged. "My body is fucked enough," He muttered bitterly. "A single cigarette isn't going to kill me." He took a drag and passed it back, letting his breath out slowly as he listened to him, chewing on his lip again. It hurt though, and he stopped, rubbed Luc's back. "Yeah, well, that half a Luc needs to keep his ass alive then. Because I love him."
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Post by lucas 'luc' cooper pike on Jun 7, 2012 1:39:52 GMT -5
Luc put the cigarette back to his lips, just enjoying the feeling of Dyson's fingers moving over his back. "He's trying.. Trust me. There's plenty of sharp knives, yards and yards of rope, pills and alcohol at his house.. And he's been tempted. Really, really tempted.." He took another drag off the cigarette before he walked over to the window and tossed it. He closed the window and climbed back into the bed. He pulled off his jeans, tossing them to the floor before he laid back, his hands folded over his stomach.
"But I think you're a lot more important." He said quietly, reaching up to pull a pillow under his head.
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Post by dyson montgomary shylk on Jun 7, 2012 1:43:31 GMT -5
"As you are.." Dyson murmured sleepily. "You know when Maybelle-" But he choked on the words, clearing his throat and swallowing before drawing in a calming breath. "I don't... Think I would be alive today if I hadn't met you before all this happened.."
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Post by lucas 'luc' cooper pike on Jun 7, 2012 1:47:09 GMT -5
Luc leaned over, kissing him as gently as he could. "Being here for you is why I wake up every morning. I get to spend my day thinking of the most amazing boy on the face of the Earth. And there's not a single thing more important to me than to be with you." He kissed him again before he curled up at his side, gently tracing his fingers over his chest. He closed his eyes, drawing in a shaky breath. 'But I still want to die..' He thought, letting his hand fall to rest on Dyson's stomach.
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Post by dyson montgomary shylk on Jul 12, 2012 3:17:04 GMT -5
Dyson smiled faintly, of course clueless to Luc's thoughts. "I love you, babe..." He mumbled softly, sighing. He winced and began to cough, the shattering pain in his ribs bringing tears to his eyes until he gagged and swallowed. He started to trace his fingers over Luc's back again slowly.
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Post by lucas 'luc' cooper pike on Jul 12, 2012 3:22:10 GMT -5
"I love you too." Luc said quietly, slowly tracing his fingers up and down Dyson's chest. He wished the need to die would go away, maybe he would enjoy being with Dyson more. But he knew it never would because there would always be more for Dyson than Luc could ever give him. He turned over onto his other side, holding Dyson's hand close to his stomach. He watched the wall, chewing on his lip and praying sleep would come.
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Post by dyson montgomary shylk on Jul 12, 2012 3:43:22 GMT -5
Dyson's eyebrows furrowed, not liking how upset Luc seemed. He held him close no matter the pain in his chest, gently rubbing Luc's stomach as he closed his eyes.
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Post by lucas 'luc' cooper pike on Jul 12, 2012 14:42:30 GMT -5
Luc slowly ran his fingers up and down Dyson's arm, his eyes searching the wall. He couldn't help thinking all the nights he'd dreamed of this, all the time he's spend thinking of Dyson, wishing he could feel his touch. And he had that now. He turned over carefully in his arms, pulling Dyson into a slow and sweet kiss, his fingers trailing gently over his arms.
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Post by dyson montgomary shylk on Jul 12, 2012 14:55:49 GMT -5
Dyson opened his eyes briefly and met the kiss slowly. "Mm...I missed you...I'm so sorry about prom, Luc..I just..I had to come out somehow..." He kissed him again softly. "I love you...And I've gone through hell, too..."
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