[CLOSED] you're giving me such a rush.

[nixon dimitri allen]

Nixon shook his head, pulling her closer. "What's wrong? I can't make you feel better?" He asked, slipping both his hands up her shirt. "Maybe I wouldn't have to hurt you if you wouldn't have to fight. Ever thought of that? It's not even you I ever wanted. But he didn't want me. No. So you were the next best thing." He said, yanking her shirt off. He tossed it somewhere in the dark, pressing her to the cold wall.

"Now you see how I felt, being in love with someone who didn't want me. It hurts doesn't it?" He asked, undoing the button on her jeans.

[zoey ashlyn martyn]

"I don't know who you're talking about Jason," She cried, shivering. She dug her fingers against the wall, trying to push past him. "I'll scream," She threatened breathlessly, felt dizzy from so much fear. She snaked a hand up, yanking harshly at his hair, trying anything she could to attempt am escape. But it didn't matter, she didn't have the strength, and nobody was there.to help.

[nixon dimitri allen]

"I always liked it when you screamed. Because you always ended up moaning." He started kissing across her neck, his hands snaking up to undo the clasp on the back of her bra. He slipped it off, tossing it at their feet. "You might not have wanted to, but you know I can't do anything without making you feel good first. It wouldn't have been so damn hard if you were a boy." He said, running his hand over her stomach again.

"Tell me why you stayed with him. Tell me why you listen to him and stopped sleeping with everyone for him. And then maybe I'll let you go."

[zoey ashlyn martyn]

Zoey growled angrily, closing her eyes, tears falling down her cheeks as he removed her bra. She jerked again when his hand slid up her stomach. "I don't care how it feels, I'll never want it from you." She jerked once more, squirming angrily. "Because I love him dammit!"
It wasn't a strong excuse but it was the only one she had. This was Jason though. He had her half undressed, didn't want her happy. He wouldn't stop..

[nixon dimitri allen]

"Why do you love someone when they're so willing to walk away from you? I at least had the decency to almost kill you. He didn't even say anything. He just called you a bitch and turned around and left. How can you love someone who does that?" He asked, slowly undoing the zipper on her jeans. He tugged them down a bit, looking over at her in question.

"Its your fault I died. If I wouldn't have been thinking about how you weren't the guy I wanted so bad-" And he pressed her harder against the wall. "-maybe I would have heard the damn train coming."

[zoey ashlyn martyn]

"He didn't call me a bitch..." She whispered brokenly. She squirmed in discomfort. "He left me because of you! It's your fucking fault." She pushed at his desperately, wanted away, scoffed. Grunting as he pressed closer, she swallowed fearfully. "I was in love with you, you don't know how relieved I was when they said you got by a train," She muttered dryly. "You don't know how many fucking lies I had to tell because of you!"

[nixon dimitri allen]

"And I told many many lies because of you. Most of them to myself. I kept telling myself I was an alright person, that he didn't like me because maybe he just couldn't like anyone. I told myself if I could make you moan I wasn't hurting you. And then I finally stopped caring. I finally didn't give a fuck if you liked it, if he liked me." He gritted his teeth, pinning her roughly to the wall. "I died because of you.. I didn't have anything when I died because of you. You drove me fucking insane, can't you see? I hated you so bad, but you were the closest thing to him I could have. I'm going to make your life a living hell and his life a living hell, and Tony and Marc and everyone's life a living fucking hell. I'm not going anywhere now. And when I get my hands on him, I'm going to show him just how hard it was to live without air, because that's what it was like being with you." He shoved her away from him, glaring at her.

[zoey ashlyn martyn]

Zoey listened silently, tears dripping down her face. 'He' screamed Tony. But maybe it wasn't, who else did she know? Connor? Who...? She gritted her teeth, slapped him, and glared back. "You won't touch my brother, Jason. I told myself every fucking day you didn't mean to hurt me! I was better off dead the last night you raped me in the woods. My heart might be beating but I'm fucking just as dead as you." She shoved at him again, so much pent up rage, tears continuing to fall.

[nixon dimitri allen]

Nixon grabbed her by the arms, shoving her towards the wall again. "I'm not talking about your brother, you dumb bitch. Did I fuck you that hard? I don't love your brother. I never loved your fucking queer ass brother. But if you want me to ruin him too, I can ruin him. I'll fuck up his life so bad he's going to die again and again. There's one person in this world I always wanted and it wasn't you and it wasn't your dumbass fucking brother." He spat, glaring at her. "I never loved you."

[zoey ashlyn martyn]

Zoey huffed, but she didn't fight back this time, glaring at him. It was cold and she shivered, only half dressed, if that. "I didn't say it was, I said you won't hurt him. And I'm not a dumb bitch." She pulled at her arms a bit. "Who then, huh?! Who did I get raped and hurt over, Jason?!"