[CLOSED] you're giving me such a rush.

[britton "britt" markus roberts]

"Maybe I don't want to." Nixon smirked, slipping his hands up Britt's shirt. He pulled Britt's shirt over his head, leaning down to kiss him again. But Britt turned his head.

"No.. Stop.." He complained. "I don't want to.."

"Why not?"

"I can't have kids.. Stop.." Britt tried to push him off, and Nixon sat down beside him. Britt seemed to be drifting between reality and dream, obviously confused.

[zoey ashlyn martyn]

Zoey stared at him coldly. "I don't care if you don't want to," She spat, an arm wrapping aroung his throat and dragging him back. She knew she was putting herself in danger, but she refused to watch Britton get tortured because of her. "Leave him alone!"

[britton "britt" markus roberts]

Nixon gritted his teeth, looking over at Britt. "If you don't let go of me, you're really going to regret it. I'm going to rape you, him, and your little brother if you don't let me go." He spat.

Britt sat up rubbing his eyes. "Zoey, come see.." He mumbled, opening his arms. He chewed on his lip ring, tears falling down his cheeks. "Come on before he hurts you.."

[zoey ashlyn martyn]

"Then fucking rape me!" She screeched. "He's made every other guy, huh?! You're not gonna hurt them!" She held him back, crying softly as she gazed over at Britton. She wanted to go to him, but didn't want Jason controlling him again. Hesitating, she loosened her grip, started to stand to move towards him.

[britton "britt" markus roberts]

Britt wrapped his arms around her, hugging her close. Nixon scowled at her before he left, leaving Britton in another daze. He rubbed her back gently, slowly returning to his distant self. "It's okay.. He's not gonna hurt you.." He mumbled, patting her back. He laid back in the grass, pulling her with him.

[zoey ashlyn martyn]

Zoey cried, clinging to him desperately. She rested her head on his chest, breaths quick as she kept her face hidden. Her shoulders shook softly with her shuddering breaths as she tried to get a grip. It wasn't right that he was torturing everybody else around her, too.

[britton "britt" markus roberts]

Britt gently ran his hand up and down her back, looking up at the the night sky. He searched the stars, not sure what he was looking for. All he knew was he wanted out. He was ready to die. Now that he wasn't dying, he wished he was. 'Why can't I just change places with Mat?' He thought, reaching up to rub at his eye again. He could hear his father screaming at him, telling him what a disgrace was since he couldn't have children. 'You've always been worthless. You're worth nothing. You can't even have any children like a real man.'

[zoey ashlyn martyn]

"Britton.." She choked, coughing. "Britt you can't listen to whatever you were told and shown..I-..I didn't enjoy any of that Britt..he's just trying to ruin us.." She tightened her grip further. "I don't want you hurt because of me.."

[britton "britt" markus roberts]

"He's doing a good job of it.." He said quietly, closing his eyes. All he could hear was his father screaming at him, telling him over and over again just how disappointed he was to have Britt as a son.

"I don't know why you even want me. I can't give you a home or a kid. I'm constantly being tortured. I'm a disgrace. I'm too old for you anyways. I'm just going to die sooner than later. Why don't you go find someone else? There's really no reason for you to stay." He mumbled, shifting his weight.

[zoey ashlyn martyn]

Zoey's jaw trembled and she raised her head, gazing at him brokenly. "I don't care if you can't have a kid, if you don't have a home, or how old or fucking sick you are, Britt.. you've accepted me for who I am and-...and you're everything I could want. I-..I-I..." She let out a shaky breath, sitting up slowly. "There is nobody else... you want me to go? Fine..." She coughed again, clearing her throat and wiping at her makeup.

'You're fucking everything up!' She mentally screeched, pulling herself to her feet and starting to walk. She only made it to the edge of the park before she dropped to her knees, crying brokenly. "I thought he loved me..." She whispered. "You're fucking ruining everything!" She cried.