[CLOSED] goodbye means nothing at all.

[chandler teague rowlf]

"You gave me something to come home to. When I knew there wouldnt be a girl, and I didn't care about out parents, I knew you were going to be here. And that's what matters. You gave me something to come home to." He looked away, sure that if Terance started crying, he wouldn't be able to stop himself from crying too. He never had. His brother was his weak spot.

He rubbed his nose, glancing back at his brother who he hoped wasn't crying. "I'm sorry your brother is a sap." He said, managing a smile.

[terance jayrod rowlf]

Terance sniffed, rubbing at his face. "I don't fucking cry," He complained. "I never cry. Thanks a lot." He brushed at his eyes in agitation, smiling just faintly back at his big brother. "It's okay..." He mumbled. "I forgive you." He sat back down on the couch, let out a gusty breath.

"I'm glad you came back.. Even if it wasn't to my CSI dreams and your little fifteen year old brother.." He shrugged, bit down hard on his lip. "I missed you, Chan.." He managed to choke out hoarsely.

[chandler teague rowlf]

"I missed you too." He said, wrapping his arms tightly around him. He hugged him tight for a moment before he let him go. "You'll still always be that 15 year old brother I left behind. Just bigger. And more making me look like the milk man's kid-ish. But you're still my T rex." He messed up his hair, smiling over at him before he looked away. He loved his little brother no matter what. And he always would.

He pulled his shirt off, raising his arm a bit so Terance could see his tattoo, his name written on Chandler's ribs. "That hurt like fuck. Let me tell you."

[terance jayrod rowlf]

Terance smiled. "You're not the milk man's kid," He complained. "You look like mom..she was always so proud of you..." He leaned back as the hug was broken, watching him quietly while he worked off his shirt. A smile passed his lips as he studied his very own name among the other tattoos. "I bet," He murmured softly.

[chandler teague rowlf]

"Yeah, but you were Mom's baby. I remember when she was pregnant for you. And her belly was huge. And I was like, a kid. But you could see her stomach move when you moved." He smiled over at him, reaching over to pat his knee.

"And then they brought you home and you were so little but I couldn't hold you. I'd watch you in your crib."

[terance jayrod rowlf]

Terance smiled. "Hard to imagine, we're all like, old now." He teased, looking up at a knock. He got up, hesitant, and headed fir the door, opening it.

He nearly jumped back as Devan dragged Ryan in by his t shirt sleeve, pushing him towards Terance. He stumbled, barely reacting.
"Fix him..." Devan insisted.
"I-"
"I can't handle feeling his soul under my fingers okay?! That's not my job, that's for Deacon..and he-...he can't die yet...I can't-.." She let out a breath. "I found him with empty pill bottles.." He was already slumped against Terance.
"Calm down Devan..go sit down yeah..?"

[chandler teague rowlf]

Chandler looked up, gritting his teeth as the guy just.. stood there. It wasn't natural. He moved over on the couch, not really wanting to be social. But she looked like she needed a distraction. But he was a terrible flirt, and had nothing to talk about; the last seven years of his life had consisted of the same things.

"You can come sit by me. I don't bite. Hard." He said, forcing a smile. He patted the couch beside him, then reached up to run a hand through his hair. "It's gonna be okay. Terance has him."

[terance jayrod rowlf]

Terance grunted, hauling Ryan towards the bathroom and leaning him over the toilet, sticking a finger down his throat. He tried to fight it, gagging, and Terance drew back as he retched, rubbing his back gently. "You're an idiot, Ryan. She's trying to prove people care. You have kids at that school. Just stop trying to kill yourself yeah?"

Devan sat down slowly, biting at her lip. "You're a vampire, of course you bite hard.." She smiled just slightly, then sighed, tugging her fingers through her hair in distress before resting her head in her hands. "I can't keep expecting Terance to help him.. He's-..ge's going to succeed eventually...you don't know how much I dread the possibility of leading a friends soul to Heaven or Hell."

[chandler teague rowlf]

Chandler looked over at her and shrugged. "I'd like to think I'm gentle about my biting." He said, leaning back on the sofa. He folded his hands over his stomach, chewing on his lip. Her smell wasn't enticing, and that was how Chandler liked it. He hated being around people and having his stomach growl constantly.

"Sometimes suicide is the best answer to the questions thrown at people." He said. 'As opposed to having me shoot them in the head.' He thought, looking up and down the wall. "Maybe he just needs someone to go home to, someone he know will love and be there for him. That's all anyone besides me wants, right?"

[terance jayrod rowlf]

Terance sat him back gently, rubbed his shoulder. Ryan groaned. "Fuck you.." He mumbled, rubbing at his throat. Terance shook his head, flushing the toilet and helping him up and into the room, tucking him into bed, hoping the pills dissolved in his system wouldn't be enough to hurt him.

Devan huffed. "Yeah well, everyone who loved him was shot to death," She scoffed. "After his parents died all he had was his sister. The bastard that killed her after killing his parents took everything from him...guess he has reason to want to die..." She played with a fingernail absently.