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Post by sebastian marque manneville on Feb 9, 2012 2:33:03 GMT -5
Cole's smile brought a smile to his own lips. The boy had a contagious smile. It was hard to imagine what happened to take that beautiful smile away. But all he could imagine was it must have been terrible.
"I think you guys here have grades, yeah? We go by years. First year, second year, third year. But those would be different for you guys, hm?" He looked over at him, thinking he looked both untouched and scarred. Untouched in the way that he may have never felt anything towards anyone, have never so much as kissed anyone. But scarred in the way that he carried a burden with him, something he couldn't bring himself to forget. He himself hadn't been with anyone, hadn't kissed anyone. But he didn't have the innocence Cole had.
"My classes aren't interesting either. My teachers must think I'm dumb, going over things I learned in year nine." He said, raising his hands over his head in a stretch. His shirt and jacket followed, hiking up just past his belly button. He pulled them back down, running his hands over the ring there again.
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Post by cole manaj gryffon on Feb 9, 2012 9:35:31 GMT -5
Cole nodded some. "Freshman, sophomore, junior and senior year.." He murmured softly, a finger tracing back and fourth slowly along the table, simply needing something to do so he wasn't so fidgety.
He looked back up at Baz some more while he spoke, unable to help glance at his revealed stomach curiously before it was hidden once more. "Yeah...I get good grades though, 'long as I don't have to talk." The same thing he had explained to August the day before.
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Post by sebastian marque manneville on Feb 9, 2012 14:41:01 GMT -5
"Funny. I don't talk much either. But because all the girls in my class won't leave me alone about my accent. I figure if I just don't talk, I'll do perfectly fine. Right?" He smiled, looking across the table at the boy. He didn't know whether the boy liked girls or guys, but it wouldn't matter anyways. Baz thought he was cute regardless.
"Do you do anything for fun? I've got a whole bunch of movies back at my apartment if you wanna come by one day and curl up on the couch." He offered, hoping he would see the boy again.
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Post by cole manaj gryffon on Feb 9, 2012 15:03:40 GMT -5
Cole nodded. Another smile ghosted his lips as he played shyly with the cup of coffee. "I'd like that..." He murmured, stretched.
"I uh..write music and stuff..and help the band my older brothers are in." He licked his lips, sipping at hjs coffee cautiouslt.
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Post by sebastian marque manneville on Feb 9, 2012 15:35:04 GMT -5
He smiled, spotting the shy smile on the boy's lips. He reached over, brushing the boy's hair out of his eyes. "You're welcome to come over any time you like." He said with a smile, his fingers trailing across his cheek before they disappeared into his lap.
"I was never any good at music. I'm good at listening to it, though. I'm a professional at that." He smiled teasingly, drumming his fingers on the inside of his thigh. He hummed for a second, wishing he could get his shirt off. It was starting to make his piercing itch. "My dad could play though. He was good."
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Post by cole manaj gryffon on Feb 9, 2012 17:46:01 GMT -5
"Okay," He mumbled, nodding. He looked up at the next words, curious. "Yeah?" Pausing to take another sip of coffee, he looked up hesitantly again. "What did he play?"
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Post by sebastian marque manneville on Feb 9, 2012 17:58:21 GMT -5
"Acoustic guitar." He said with a smile, running his fingers across the top of the table. He looked over at Cole, wondering what was on his mind, if he was thinking about anything at all. "He used to play for my little sisters before bed. Mom would sing them a lullaby. I don't think he's played since Hazel died." He shrugged, looking around.
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Post by cole manaj gryffon on Feb 9, 2012 18:23:35 GMT -5
"Oh," Cole mumbled. "He should agaib..I know it helps Jake feel better.." He picked at a string on his jacket some, wondered why this guy would be interested in him at all.
He couldn't deny attraction, but he couldn't deny the fear of change that still lingered as strong as ever.
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Post by sebastian marque manneville on Feb 9, 2012 18:31:38 GMT -5
"Maybe he should." He said with a smile, watching the boy intently. He wondered if he was getting bored, if he didn't want to be around Baz anymore.
"You're okay? You look.. very bored.." He said quietly, drumming his fingers.
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Post by cole manaj gryffon on Feb 9, 2012 18:43:33 GMT -5
Cole glanced up sheepishly. "I'm not," He murmured softly, shaking his head. Even he hated it, hiw quiet he was...how nobody ever held interest in him for long because of it.
Maybe he would be alone the rest of his life, not ever change or be himself again. Maybe he would forever live haunted by the memories and dreams. Maybe he would be the last one to let go. Maybe..
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