[Open] Listen to the heart

[tony angel martyn]

Tony shook his head mutely as he watched him, chewed at his lip. "Don't be," He mumbled in reference to everything.
He wondered if this was how Marc would go out no matter what, suicide. If things would ever get better for him.

He chewed at his lip some more, sighed.

[marcus owen foster]

Marc heard him sigh and looked over. He felt like he had disappointed him, that he had let him down. If he would have seen him earlier, he probably wouldn't have done this to himself, blaming himself for liking him, for getting attached to anyone.

"I'll stop, okay?" He said quietly, looking down. "I can't promise I won't still try to hurt myself but I can stop trying to kill myself.. For you.." He glanced over at him, biting his lip. "As long as you promise you'll always be here.. Even if.. you stop liking me.."

[tony angel martyn]

Tony stood, pulled the older male into a tight embrace. "I'll always be here Marc, promise." He let out a slow breath. "I just don't want you to make the same mistake I did. My mom dying, dad rejecting me..I wish I hadn't ended my life." He kissed Marc's jaw.

"I'm glad you say you'll stop..."

[marcus owen foster]

Marc hugged him tightly, biting his lip when he felt Tony's lips against his jaw. "I'm not just saying it, Tony.. I mean it.. I'm not gonna try and kill myself anymore." He said quietly, tipping Tony's chin to his. He looked at him a moment, running his fingers through the boy's hair.

"I wanna live.. for you.. You just gave me a reason.." He said quietly, then he cupped his cheek gently, kissing him softly. He had no intentions of breaking it so easily this time. He pulled him close, opening his mouth just slightly.

[tony angel martyn]

Relief washed over him. He could deal with helping Marc not hurt himself. As long as he wouldn't kill himself.
Arms wrapped tighter around him, a hand resting on his ribcage, the other onthe back of his neck.

His cheeks felt hot at the kiss but he didn't care, felt Marc part his lips and obeyed, breaths slow despite the unnerving beat of his heart.

[marcus owen foster]

Marc pulled Tony down into his lap, running his tongue across his bottom lip. He didn't know what he was doing, considering he had never actually kissed anyone like this. He rubbed his hands up and down Tony's hips, tipping his head a bit to the side. It felt wrong, but right. He felt like he shouldn't kiss him, that he should just let him leave and never try to find him again. But he wanted to keep him there, with him. He rested his hands on Tony's thighs, kissing him slowly.

[tony angel martyn]

Tony sat slowly, a hand resting on Marc's shoulder. He felt his tongue along his lower lip, pulled away for a faint breath before kissing him again.

He just wanted him to kniw he was here, that everything was going to be okay now.

[marcus owen foster]

Marc kissed him back before finally pulling away. "... m'gonna miss you when you leave.." He said quietly, looking over at him. He rubbed his legs gently, knowing things would never be like this again. He wouldn't let himself ever get this close to Tony again.

[tony angel martyn]

Tony smiled. "Ditto," He whispered, unaware of Marc's thoughts. He sighed softly, the action happier now though, touched tenderly at his side a moment. At least he didn't have to go to school tomorrow either.
A hand rested gently on Marc's chest.

[marcus owen foster]

Marc bit his lip, knowing it was physically impossible for him not to touch Tony, that it was mentally impossible for him to go more than six days without him there. He looked up at him, raising his hand to his lips and kissing it. "Tony.." He said quietly, ducking under the bed to lay back. He looked up at him, rubbing his legs gently. He was afraid to touch his sides and cause him pain. "I think I like you.." He whispered, almost hoping he didn't hear him.