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[aerin "ace" camden emerson]

"Uh.. yeah, I've been okay.. I've been at the foster care house.." He didn't dare to mention about the boy that had been molesting him every night since he got there. He guessed it was better than living with someone who did it.

"I-" He was about to say something then the baby cried. He walked over and picked it up, rocking it gently. "Shh.. It's okay, little baby.." He said quietly, stroking it's hair. He saw Oleander walk back with a bottle and took it from her.

"We've got so much formula, and I'm not even close to being due." She said with a smile. He gave the bottle to the baby, rocking it slowly.

"See? Everything's okay." He whispered.

[scotty xavier mason]

Scotty nodded, wondering if there was something else that was going on with him, he hoped that he knew that he could tell him anything. That he still had feelings for Ace even though he wasn't with him anymore. He was the first person he had ever been with, the first person he had ever felt something for. He owed a lot of things to Ace, and the fact that he had cheated on him would haunt him forever.

He smiled watching Ollie get up and make a bottle. He knew that once they had the twins they would both be making bottles all the time. With two infants they would be making a lot of bottles. That caused him to start to wonder what roll he would play in the family. At the very beginning of the relationship Ollie had clearly labeled things 'mens' work and 'womens' work, so when it came to their children he wondered what it would be like.

"Ace, you still haven't answered my question." he said walking over to Ollie and wrapping his arms around her waist, resting his head on her shoulder. "What are you going to do with the baby." he said smiling kissing across Ollie's neck.

[aerin "ace" camden emerson]

Ace looked up at him, kissing on the girls neck the way he was. Then it clicked. She was the reason Scotty had left him, sent him back to live in foster care. Because he had gotten her pregnant.

"I don't know.." He mumbled, looking down at the small infant. He hadn't felt anything towards Scotty after he told him to leave. But now that he had put two and two - or one and three, as the case may be- together, he wasn't sure he even wanted to be around him. 'You could've at least cheated with a guy..' He thought, wondering is he was or had cheated on her, too.

"I guess I'll take it back with me." He said, raising the baby to his shoulder. He patted it's back gently, getting to his feet.

[scotty xavier mason]

Scotty nodded, wondering what Ace was thinking. He wanted Ace to know how much he still cared for him, that he didn't mean to hurt him. He quietly whispered into Ollie's ear, asking her to go upstairs for a few moment so he could talk to Ace alone. He watched her go upstairs before directing his full attention to Ace.

He walked over to Ace sitting down next to him. "I didn't mean for this to happen...I miss being with you..I know this sounds weird but she threatened to kill you if I didn't sleep with her." he said softly knowing it was a pathetic excuse. "I miss you Ace..I miss you a lot."

[aerin "ace" camden emerson]

"But you love her now, so I don't see the problem, Scotty.. I'm fine. It's not like.. just because we slept together a couple of times that.. it had to mean anything. You're going to be a dad, Scotty. You can't be worrying about guys you just slept with once.. I came here for help, not to rekindle old flames.. I don't want to feel anything for you.. I couldn't have you anyways.. So can we drop it now?" He got to his feet, holding the sleeping infant close.

"I wouldn't go cheating on her, though.. You're pulling three more lives into your hell, Scotty.. This isn't just about you anymore. You screw up, and it's on them too. And I don't think God's above taking all that from you, just like you lost me.."

[scotty xavier mason]

Scotty chewed on his lip listening to Ace, he brought in some good points. He was in hell, and because of that he lost Ace. A person that he didn't want to lose but had to. He stood up standing in front of Ace, watching his eyes carefully.

"I didn't want to cheat on you either Ace! Things just happened though, and I wasn't happy with it. I don't know why I love her, I just do. Ace..I miss you so much though. There was something that we had that Ollie and I are never going to have." he said while searching his eyes, starting to get frustrated. "I never wanted to lose you Ace...I hate that we aren't together." he said lowering his voice again and looking at him, his face relaxing.

"I want to be with you..one more time.." he whispered.

[aerin "ace" camden emerson]

"It doesn't matter anymore, Scotty.." He said, hugging the small baby as close to him as he could. He felt comforted by the infant's presence.

"You can't be with me one more time, Scotty.. Don't you get it? Sleeping with other people, and being with someone else is wrong, Scotty.. It may seem fine to you, but it's not! It's wrong! You know it's a sin, right? You're already in hell. Go ahead and keep on doing wrong. You're going to lose everything, Scotty.. Everything. And then where will you be? You're here for a reason. Aren't you going to learn?" He had tears falling down his face, obviously agitated. He just wanted to get it across to Scotty.

[scotty xavier mason]

Scotty frowned realizing how upset he had made Ace and how ridiculous he had been by asking something like that of him. He sighed and chewed on his lip when he realized he had made Ace cry. That was the last thing that he had wanted for him.

" sorry Ace." he whispered running a han through his hair. "I think it would be best for you to leave now." he said with a straight face walking to the door and opening it. "I'm sorry it ended up like this...and I hope things go well for you and the baby"