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Post by aerin "ace" camden emerson on Jan 15, 2012 23:04:48 GMT -5
  Ace looked over at him, wondering how it was he had managed to never be with anyone before. He kissed his neck, looking up at him. "I've never been with anyone other than you willingly.." He said quietly, feeling bad. "I'm sorry you weren't my first.. I would give anything for you to be my first.." He looked up at him, his blue eyes searching his face. He moved closer to him, shivering with cold.
"Scotty.. This room is like ice.." He whimpered, his tiny arms finding their way around Scotty. He shivered, closing his eyes. He began to get a little warmer, feeling Scotty's arms around him. "I can't think of a single other person who I would want to be with.. I don't want you to leave me.. I need you here, with me.. Until I die.." He whispered, looking up at him. He kissed him gently, stroking his cheek.
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Post by scotty xavier mason on Jan 16, 2012 0:16:28 GMT -5
"Let's think of me as your first." he kisses his head, "No body else counts." he held him close realizing he was covered in goosebumps. "I'm sorry you are so cold.." he reaches down and pulls the blankets over them, wrapping his arms tighter around Ace. "I can go and buy a space heater tomorrow that way you won't freeze."
"I'm never going to leave you Ace. You mean the world to me." he says looking at him and kissing him deeply, cupping his hand around his cheek.
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Post by aerin "ace" camden emerson on Jan 16, 2012 2:56:59 GMT -5
Ace kissed him back, his words echoing in his head. He was happier than ever, knowing for once he had someone he could trust. He ran his hand down his chest, leaning closer.
"I'm not going anywhere, either.. I don't want anyone else. You're perfect and amazing and no one is as amazing as you are." He kissed him softly. He looked up at him, brushing a piece of hair out of his forehead. "You're perfect, in every way possible." He said, smiling up at him, geniunely happy for the first time in his life. He stroked his cheek, his eyes locked on Scotty's.
"You're everything to me now.." He said with a smile.
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Post by scotty xavier mason on Jan 16, 2012 18:29:06 GMT -5
"I can think of one person that is more amazing than me." he said softly kissing Ace back gently. "His name starts with an A, and is the kindest person I have ever met. Oh, it just happens that I love him." he said placing a small kiss on his lips after every couple of words.
"You mean the world to me Ace, I'm glad that I can make you happy." he pulled him close before laying him down on his back and hovering over him. He placed small kisses down his body. "I want to pleasure you in every way. All day." he said looking up at him.
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Post by aerin "ace" camden emerson on Jan 16, 2012 21:45:39 GMT -5
"I love you too." He said with a smile, stroking his cheek. When he started kissing down his chest, Ace tugged on his arm.
"I know you do.. But I just want to lay here with you. I want to feel your arms around me and listen to your heart beat, and tell each other stories. Because I hardley know you. And you hardly know me." He held his arms out, wanting to be held. He curled into his chest, listening to his heart beat. He smiled up at him, playing with his hair.
"My real name is Aerin.." He said quietly, figuring he needed to know. "But I don't like being called that.. I like Ace." He looked up at him with bright blue eyes.
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Post by scotty xavier mason on Jan 17, 2012 17:09:53 GMT -5
Scotty tried to fight back a frown when Ace said that he didn't want to do anything more. He nodded and pulled him into his arms. He knew that he couldn't push Ace with everything he had been through, he just needed to let things happen and let Ace take control in that area.
Scotty smiled down at him, "Well I like Ace better anyways." he said with a smile pecking him on the nose. He then started to think about what he could say. There wasn't anything that interesting about him. "Well, I committed suicide and went to heaven. How that works I'm not sure. But I wasn't that good up there so I'm condemned to live Hell on earth. But I just haven't found it yet..." he said starring off trying to think of what it could be.
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Post by aerin "ace" camden emerson on Jan 17, 2012 19:20:08 GMT -5
"You'll find it.. It'll probably come at the worst time possible.." He bit his lip, trying to remember all the times he had been raped. He had remembered that they had all come when he was either actually truely happy, or when he was at his wits end; both the worst time possible. He ran his fingers down Scotty's chest, wondering what it was like to be a normal kid. All the doctors had said the rapes had put him off mentally, that he didn't understand what everything happening around him was. But truth was, he was just trying to block it all out, trying his hardest to be like every other kid.
"Sometimes.. we're dealt cards that.. we can't play.. It's kind of hard to make a full house with the complete opposite cards of the ones you need.. We just kind of have to.. roll with the punches, you know?" He said quietly, looking over at the wall.
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Post by scotty xavier mason on Jan 18, 2012 11:05:10 GMT -5
Scotty nodded, he had no right to talk about his life when Ace had been through a hundred times worse. "I think you seem pretty open and normal compared to what you have been through." he couldn't believe that Ace was so willing to love and be sexual own with someone after he had been raped and abused. Scotty wondered if Ace had just been with him because was the first person that was nice to him, cared for him. They had only known each other for a couple of data yet they were close and claiming to be in love.
"You know that once I find my hell we probably can't be together." he said softly kissing his lips softly. "I wouldn't want to hurt you in that way." he bit his lip thinking about what it could be. He knew that it wasn't Ace, it wasn't hell being with him. It was simple-almost easy.
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Post by aerin "ace" camden emerson on Jan 18, 2012 16:02:39 GMT -5
Ace nodded, understanding. He figured he wouldn't be able to stay with anyone long, anyways. He would end up hurting them somehow. He would never be completely comfortable with sex and maybe even relationships.
"I understand. I kind of have my own hell. I think.. when you have to leave, I'll go to foster care and tell them what he's done. Maybe they'll put me in a new house. And I can find someone who will take care of me, you know?" He looked up at him, his eyes hopeful even though he knew the chances were he would be put back in an abusive house.
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