deacon reid rudman
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I could never live without you. [RS:7=his forever.]
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Post by deacon reid rudman on Feb 24, 2012 19:12:49 GMT -5
Deacon froze at the question. It made him feel guilty, even if he knew he couldn't have stopped it. "I knew.." He mumbled, running his fingers down his back. "But I can't intervene.. You were supposed to die this time next week.. Your heart would have given out. But then your dad slit your throat. And I had to go take you from the hospital. I didn't know he was going to do it, but I knew that's how you were going to die after he had done it." He kissed his neck softly.
"You made me realize just what it feels like to be loved.. And to love." He kissed him softly. "But I can't beg for you like I begged for Bandit.. She was a miscarriage. But I'm sure as fuck going to try. They took my life away from me. All I ask is to be able to keep the two of you.."
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connor crayze sykes
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Post by connor crayze sykes on Feb 24, 2012 19:21:09 GMT -5
"Oh..." Connor rasped hoarsely. That was a scary damn thought. And Deacon knew exactly how and when he was going to die this time, too... Suddenly he realized just how hard that must be. Connor knew he was dying, but he didn't know when...Deacon knew exactly how much time...with or without transplants...
He only hugged him tighter at the thought, but morbid curiosity got the best of him. "I-I would try too.." He mumbled. "But I don't th-think I would be much help..."
He chewed on his lip, didn't want to know his next death, but instead how much more time the two current transplants had given him. "I-if I hadn't had those transplants.." He mumbled, realizing he hadn't had an attack or seizure since the surgeries. "...I-...y-you knew then, and now, h-how much longer I have..."
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deacon reid rudman
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Grim Reaper
I could never live without you. [RS:7=his forever.]
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Post by deacon reid rudman on Feb 24, 2012 19:30:37 GMT -5
Deacon listened to him, and thought the boy didn't realize just how wrong he was. "You're dead now. You're like a vampire.. Or me. We don't have the clocks everyone else does. I know you're going to die when your name is on my list. And thankfully, you're not on it. I saw your name the last time.. When you went to the hospital.. It slowly started taking the place of everyone above it until you were at the top. But I couldn't do it.." He touched his cheek, kissing his forehead.
"When someone's dying it's like.. All the light goes from their eyes.. And I can feel your soul. Like a bunch of strings, right there at my fingertips.. It's a scary feeling. But I can't feel it unless you're dying." He kissed him gently, running his tongue across his bottom lip.
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connor crayze sykes
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Something about this life is...Crazy <3[RS:4=the Reaper]
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Post by connor crayze sykes on Feb 24, 2012 19:40:03 GMT -5
Connor lowered his gaze thoughtfully, just listening to Deacon's voice. No matter how haunting the words were, his voice was soothing, proof that he was right here... "I-I didn't feel any of it.." He mumbled softly, pressing up close.
The kiss, tongue over his lip, eased up tension he hadn't realized her still had, and he kissed back, tracing a hand up to Deacon's cheek.
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deacon reid rudman
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I could never live without you. [RS:7=his forever.]
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Post by deacon reid rudman on Feb 24, 2012 20:03:17 GMT -5
Deacon pulled him close, running his tongue against Connor's before pulling away. He kissed him quickly, then leaned against the trunk of the tree. He looked over at him, his heart beating a little faster. 'If I were any more in love with him, my heart might pound out of my chest.' He thought, then smiled a bit.
"You still taste like toothpaste." He teased, then started chewing on one of his snakebites. He smiled, his green eyes growing brighter. He loved the feeling of having Connor so close to him.
"DA DEEE." He heard Bandit's squeaky voice call, and smiled.
"Your girlfriend's looking for you, baby." He said quietly, giving him another deep kiss.
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connor crayze sykes
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Post by connor crayze sykes on Feb 24, 2012 20:11:06 GMT -5
Connor couldn't help but smile into the gentler kiss. "Whate-ever," He complained, gave a gentle smack at Deacon's shoulder at the comment. He kissed him again, chuckling against his lips at Bandit's call.
"WHAAAT?" He drawled, peering around the branches for her, hoping she didn't notice the blood. He coughed harshly from raising his voice to call out, rubbed at his throat at he cleared it softly.
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deacon reid rudman
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I could never live without you. [RS:7=his forever.]
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Post by deacon reid rudman on Feb 24, 2012 20:19:51 GMT -5
Deacon saw Bandit peer out from the big window in the living room. He smiled at her, and she waved up at them. Deacon waved back, then slowly slid out of the tree. He nearly screamed in pain at his leg, but helped Connor down nonetheless. He picked a leaf out of his hair, smiling down at him before kissing his forehead.
"Why don't you go see what the girls are up to and I'm going to attempt to make my way into the house?" He asked, slowly walking over to grab the safety pin. He walked over to get his belt, pausing for a moment to put it on.
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connor crayze sykes
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Post by connor crayze sykes on Feb 24, 2012 20:27:58 GMT -5
Connor dropped with a grunt, nodding. He smiled faintly at the kiss, watching Deacon pick things up and put his belt on. Rolling thin but slightly filling out shoulders, he made his way back for the house. He supposed Christy would just have to stay tonight and Dallas could come and get her tomorrow.
Slipping inside, he eyes the kitchen, knew it was near dinner, wondered if his eating plan had upped or not. Not that it was even a full meal yet.
He climbed the stairs into Bandit's room, scooping her up and holding her above him, tilting his head to look up at her with a crooked smile.
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deacon reid rudman
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I could never live without you. [RS:7=his forever.]
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Post by deacon reid rudman on Feb 24, 2012 20:35:18 GMT -5
Bandit smiled, reaching down to play with his hair. She gave him a wet kiss before babbling something off to him. She saw Deacon walk in, and wrapped her arms tight around Connor.
"ME." She screamed, glaring at Deacon. He just shook his head, glancing at Connor's list. He grabbed his apple, and started to cut it up. He started fixing dinner for the two girls, letting it get warm before walking upstairs, giving Connor his apple. "Just eat what you can, okay? It was a pretty big apple." He saw Bandit cling tighter to him.
"Fine, I'll go keep Christy!" He retorted, putting his hands on his hips.
"NO." She fussed, crawling over to the other girl. Deacon leaned down, kissing him softly.
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connor crayze sykes
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Post by connor crayze sykes on Feb 24, 2012 20:43:57 GMT -5
Connor smiled, hugging her tight, and glanced up as Deacon came in. He chuckled at her antics, watching him leave to get dinner ready, crouching to talk to Christy a moment, Bandit still in his arms.
When Deacon returned, he took the cut up aple with a faint smile. He knew he needed to eat, knew when he had first refused Deacon had gouged his hip, had been upset. He had been sticking to the plan, but really wasn't looking forward to being sick again after earliers incident. He chuckled, setting Bandit down and watching her head for Christy before turning, meeting the gentle kiss on the lips.
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