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Post by lucas 'luc' cooper pike on Mar 20, 2012 17:35:54 GMT -5
Luc smiled, shaking his head. "You've gone this far without me." He whispered, reaching over to stroke his cheek. He moved closer, wrapping his arms tightly around him. He smiled at the compliment, kissing him gently on the lips.
"Yeah? Well, you are perfect. In ever single way possible." He smiled, stroking his hair gently. He was afraid to touch anything else, sure he would hurt him if he did. He just kept as close as he dared, playing absently with his hair.
"I'm always going to be here, Dyson.." He whispered, looking him in the eye. "No matter what, I'm going to be here.."
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Post by dyson montgomary shylk on Mar 20, 2012 18:54:16 GMT -5
"Yeah well, I've been pretending, this far Luc." He kissed him gently, closing his eyes at the feeling of his fingers in his hair before reaching up to rub at his bruised jaw carefully. Everything felt bruised. "So are you.." He murmured, stretched his leg out carefully. He had no clue what had even been used, but it didn't really matter.
"Always, huh?" He bit his lip. "I think after a few more nights of this, you'll get tired of dealing with it." He hugged him a little closer, careful when doing so.
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Post by lucas 'luc' cooper pike on Mar 20, 2012 20:02:30 GMT -5
"No I won't.. You don't just throw away something you've wanted for years.. It makes me sick to see you like this, it kills me to know I can't touch you without hurting you. But it just makes me want to take care of you more. Nothing is going to change my mind, Dyson.. Ever." He kissed him slowly, still playing with his hair. He was gentle about it, not sure if it was hurting him. He knew he hated people playing with his own hair. He had a 'sensitive scalp' as his mother put it.
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Post by dyson montgomary shylk on Mar 20, 2012 20:09:28 GMT -5
"Okay..." Dyson mumbled, unsure. He drew his other leg up a little, draping an arm over him and kissing him slowly. "I'm sorry I make you see this.." He wasn't sure how to get out of it now, smiled at him hazily before kissing him again. He sighed, shifting his weight again.
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Post by lucas 'luc' cooper pike on Mar 20, 2012 20:17:14 GMT -5
Luc shook his head. "You have no reason to be sorry, Dyson.." He whispered. He met the kiss gently, resting a hand on his shoulder. He closed drew his knees up a bit, resting his head on the pillow to look over at Dyson. He felt like his heart was being broken in a million pieces by someone neither him nor Dyson could control.
"I think I'm falling for you.." He whispered, reaching over to touch his cheek gently. He just hoped it waited until after graduation when he could really be with him. At least, more than he was. He didn't think Dyson would change after school, still needed that image. He bit his lip, tongue running over the healed hole in his lip.
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Post by dyson montgomary shylk on Mar 20, 2012 20:27:49 GMT -5
"I think I'm falling for you, too..." He murmured, searching his face. "It scares me, quite honestly...I don't wanna have to hide it." It wasn't just his reputation anymore, but the fact the guy was watching. He hesitated, chewing on his lip.
"I..know it's a bit away...and I'll understand if you say no..but would you go to prom with me?" He smiled the slightest bit.
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Post by lucas 'luc' cooper pike on Mar 20, 2012 20:33:29 GMT -5
Luc wanted so bad to say yes, be Luc and just pounce on him and smother him in kisses. He swallowed the lump in his throat, tears spilling down his cheeks as he choked out 'no'. He looked away, rubbing angrily at his eyes.
"I want to, okay? I want to so bad.." He mumbled, his voice cracking. "But I can't.. You have to go with a girl. You're not supposed to be gay.." He messed with the string on his pants, wiping at his cheeks. "You don't know what I would give to go to prom with you. It's.. Don't play with matches, Dyson.."
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Post by dyson montgomary shylk on Mar 20, 2012 20:43:09 GMT -5
Dyson swallowed, eyebrows furrowing, and he hugged him tight no matter the pain. "Sh...I didn't mean to make you cry, it's okay.." He kised his tears away gently, careful not to look him in the eyes, hide the hurt. "That's the problem though, Lucas... I am gay... And I can't change that.." His voice wavered a bit as he gently rubbed Luc's back.
"It was a stupid question I already knew hte answer to okay? I shouldn't have asked."
He didn't know why he had wanted him to say yes, to just let the weight go at the last dance of the year and come out. If he didn't graduate he was screwed, as was he if his boss found out.
"I'll make it up to you, when it's just us okay? We'll have our own dance together." He kissed him gently.
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Post by lucas 'luc' cooper pike on Mar 20, 2012 20:49:59 GMT -5
Luc felt like a baby for being so emotional about it, but he also felt like everything he had wanted had been thrown at him and was being pulled away, piece by piece.
"If it's what you want, Dyson.. I'll go, okay? I'll go to prom with you.." He mumbled, meeting the kiss slowly. He reached up to stroke his cheek, pulling away when he realized how close they were. He stuck a pillow between them. "There. Just.. Just think about it, okay? Yeah, seniors graduate a week after prom but the football players will make that week hell for you.. Is that what you want?" He kissed him slowly.
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Post by dyson montgomary shylk on Mar 20, 2012 20:58:05 GMT -5
Dyson gazed at him, watching him put the pillow between them. "If it's gonna get you hurt, we can forget it okay? I don't care what they think or do that last week, I'm not any stronger or weaker because of the truth." He kissed him again.
"I just want you to be happy, Luc...experience something for once where neither of us has to care."
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