deacon reid rudman
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I could never live without you. [RS:7=his forever.]
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Post by deacon reid rudman on May 10, 2012 13:34:38 GMT -5
"Con- ow.." He bit his lip as he stood, feeling every year as old as he was. He walked slowly over to Connor, wrapping his arms tightly around him as he slid down beside him. He kissed the side of his head. "It's okay, baby.. It's just you and me.. Just us, okay?" He breathed, kissing his cheek gently. He pulled him carefully into his lap, hugging him tight as he sobbed. 'Dont take him.. I need him..' He pleaded.
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connor crayze sykes
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Post by connor crayze sykes on May 10, 2012 14:01:06 GMT -5
Connor drew in a quick breath as he was moved and suddenly arms were around him. He relaxed some, head pounding, and groaned as he tried slowing his breaths. He was still as edgy and jittery as ever, but the panic attack was passing. "I'm ok-kay..." He rasped, burying his face in Deacon's chest. "J-just... Forgot to take m-my tranxene..." And with being sick and not on it, his attacks were even more possible. And it wasn't just panic attacks to worry about, but seizures and heart attacks as well.
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deacon reid rudman
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I could never live without you. [RS:7=his forever.]
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Post by deacon reid rudman on May 10, 2012 14:07:58 GMT -5
Deacon hugged him tight, slowly running his hand up and down his back. He continued to plead silently that they wouldn't take Connor, that they let him stay. Connor was all he had now. He kissed his forehead, gently rubbing his shoulder. "Just relax, okay? I'm already the boogeyman. What else is there to be afraid of?" He asked, looking over at him. "I love you, baby."
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connor crayze sykes
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Post by connor crayze sykes on May 10, 2012 14:13:04 GMT -5
"I-I dunno," Connor mumbled. "A lot." He sighed, trying his best to relax. He was exhausted, not even sleep giving him rest right now, the parasite obviously constantly in action. He held tightly onto Deacon's short, closed his eyes.
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deacon reid rudman
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I could never live without you. [RS:7=his forever.]
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Post by deacon reid rudman on May 10, 2012 15:47:23 GMT -5
"Maybe that's what's wrong." He mumbled, then it clicked. "What if it feeds off of your fears? That would explain why you see- no, cause you said you saw Bandit.." He chewed on his lip, leaning back against the wall. He pulled him close again, refusing to be without him. "I don't know.. Me and Thatcher will clean the house and I'll see if I can find anything about it.."
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connor crayze sykes
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Something about this life is...Crazy <3[RS:4=the Reaper]
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Post by connor crayze sykes on May 10, 2012 16:07:05 GMT -5
"I-I saw me losing you a-a-and Bandit.." He breathed, ralizing Deacon might be on to something. "Okay... i-I'm sorry for anything I ruined..." He whispered, could honestly remember the bits and peices between his crazed actions and that was about it. He kept as close as he could, terrified that Deacon might change his mind and leave.
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deacon reid rudman
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I could never live without you. [RS:7=his forever.]
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Post by deacon reid rudman on May 10, 2012 16:15:40 GMT -5
"Its okay. It's just gonna be a lot of work is all. Nothing that can't be replaced." He said quietly. Unless those were pictures of him and Bandit, in which case, they really couldn't be replaced. He ran his hand gently up and down his back, hugging him close. "I told you I'm never gonna leave again. I promise you, I'm never going to leave again. I can't live without you, Connor." He said.
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connor crayze sykes
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Post by connor crayze sykes on May 10, 2012 16:26:43 GMT -5
Connor's jaw trembled and he began to cry, trying his hardest to believe it. But he had messed up so bad... "I'm sorry..." He rasped brokenly. "I'm so s-sorry..." He kept his face buried against him, rubbing his back gently. "I-I didn't want any of this to h-happen...."
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deacon reid rudman
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I could never live without you. [RS:7=his forever.]
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Post by deacon reid rudman on May 10, 2012 16:38:30 GMT -5
"Shit happens, Connor. We both said things we didn't mean, we both made mistakes. I forgive you for all of it. Everything. Because losing you really isn't worth staying mad. I need you here with me. It's not the same without you in my arms." He kissed the side of his head, hugging him close.
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connor crayze sykes
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Post by connor crayze sykes on May 10, 2012 16:41:00 GMT -5
"I need y-you, too.." He whispered, kissed him softly on the lips. He had missed this, even if it had only been three days. Hadn't realized how in love he really was, how thinking Deacon didn't want him back had made it seem even longer.
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