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Post by aerin "ace" camden emerson on Mar 4, 2012 18:25:59 GMT -5
Ace was honestly shocked when he felt Scotty kiss him. He didn't think Scotty liked him the same way. He pulled closer, wrapping his arms gently around him. He liked feeling Scotty's lips against his, knowing Scotty wasn't forcing him to do anything. He felt like he could trust him. He pulled away after a moment, biting his lip.
"I thought you were going to be mad.. I've liked you ever since I can remember.." He mumbled, pulling his hands back into his lap. He looked around, glad they were alone and no one was there to torment him about kissing Scotty. He looked back over at him, a blush on his cheek. "You've been the only thing to ever get me through all this.. Every rape, every beating, every time I've been called Aerin.. You're the only thing that made me want to keep living.."
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Post by scotty xavier mason on Mar 4, 2012 20:21:07 GMT -5
Scotty smiled at him, reaching to grab his hand. "I could never be mad at you." he said softly. "You know that." he rubbed his thumb over the top of his hand as he laced their fingers together. "I've always liked you also Ace." he whispered.
He couldn't help but frown when Ace brought up everything that he dealt with in his daily life. The things that he couldn't protect him from. That he couldn't do anything about. "I'm glad that I could..can..be that for you Ace." he whispered, moving to hug him. "I've always wanted to protect you. And if just the thought of me can protect you then that is good enough for me."
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Post by aerin "ace" camden emerson on Mar 5, 2012 15:34:28 GMT -5
Ace watched Scotty interlace their fingers and blushed even more. He had only ever dreamed of this. When Scotty hugged him, he wrapped his arms gently around his neck, hugging him tightly. Every other hug had been just this this one. But the idea that Scotty felt something towards him made it feel more.. special.
"You haven't actually been there, no. But you're the only thing that's kept me sane.." He whispered, hugging him tightly. He sat there for a moment with his arms around Scotty, the boy who had been his best friend since he would remember, but also the boy he had fallen madly in love with. He cupped Scotty's cheek again, pulling him close for another kiss as Ace's stomach did flips, his heart pounding.
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Post by scotty xavier mason on Mar 5, 2012 17:06:10 GMT -5
Scotty closed his eyes, pulling Ace closer to his body. He had always felt something for Ace whenever they hugged, but, this hug felt like it went deeper. If seemed like they would always be connected because of love. That nothing could tear them apart from being best friends, or even lovers maybe.
"I'm glad I can be that for you." he responded rubbing his hand up and down Ace's back. Scotty wanted this, after this hug, and the couple of small kisses they had shared he knew that he would never be able to go back to just Ace's best friend. Well, that isn't entirely true because he would never force Ace into anything that he didn't want, he just hoped..hoped that they could become a couple..be together for ever.
Shocked. That is what Scotty was feeling, along with several other things but still, shock was pretty high up on the list. He hadn't expected Ace to kiss him in the first place, let alone kiss him a second time. He wrapped his hand around Ace's neck kissing him back. He wanted more, and wanted to make sure it was okay so he slowly slid his tongue over his lips, hoping to be granted entrance.
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Post by aerin "ace" camden emerson on Mar 6, 2012 23:21:18 GMT -5
Ace blushed, feeling Scotty's hand on his neck. He moved a little closer, his hand trailing up and down Scotty's chest. He felt the boy's tongue across his bottom lip and opened his mouth slowly. He balled his hands into a fist around Scotty's shirt, touching his tongue gently to the boy's. He wasn't sure about kissing, had never kissed anyone without being forced to.
He slowly let go of his shirt, leaning a little closer. He ran his tongue over Scotty's, rubbing his chest gently. He pulled away after a moment, blush still lingering on his cheeks. "I like you.." He whispered. "But I don't wanna date you until I'm adopted.. Until I'm sure I won't be hurt anymore.. So I won't feel like I'm cheating on you.." He mumbled, looking away.
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Post by scotty xavier mason on Mar 6, 2012 23:32:10 GMT -5
Scotty was relieved when all he felt Ace do was grab tighter onto his shirt. He had worried that Ace might pull away from him, have a panic attack or start fighting him..thinking that he was going to hurt him in some way.
He couldn't help but let a small, quiet, moan escape his lips when he felt Ace's tongue against his own. The small feeling of it gave him the chills. He knew that Ace trusted him, but having Ace trust him with something, sex related was something different. He had been through so much, and for him to have enough..strength..to kiss him met the world to him.
"Ace.." he said softly looking into his eyes. "You have no choice..it wouldn't be cheating." he said hugging him. "But, if that is what you want..I understand." he said simply. "I don't want to force you into anything you don't want. I would never do that to you."
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Post by aerin "ace" camden emerson on Mar 7, 2012 17:41:45 GMT -5
"But it is.. Sleeping with other people while you're dating someone is cheating, Scotty.." He looked down, rubbing his hands together. He heard his phone go off, and pulled the small device from his pocket. He groaned, looking at the number. He got up to his feet, answering it hesitantly. After a few minutes, he walked back to Scotty, putting his phone back in his pocket. He bent down, picking up his booksack and throwing it over his shoulder.
"They caught my foster dad with drugs so.. I guess I gotta go get my stuff.." He dreaded being put back into that house, hated knowing the kids were sicker than the adults. "Your auntie is probably gonna want you home.. I can walk you." He offered. He knew the cops would be at his house, searching the place and to go get him. He picked up the notes, putting them in his booksack.
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Post by scotty xavier mason on Mar 7, 2012 20:24:34 GMT -5
Scotty frowned when he watched Ace answer the phone. Not sure what was going on, who was talking to him. It always made him nervous when someone called Ace. He was always worried about him. Worried that someone would make him go from safety to pain. Ace's life was always changing, the only thing constant in Ace's life was him. And that scared Scotty..a lot.
"Okay." he said softly standing up. "I hope things aren't that bad for you this time Ace..I hate seeing you hurt." He couldn't resist but wrap his arm around Ace. He leaned over and pressed his lips to the side of his head smiling. "Yea..she probably is." he said smiling. He chewed on his lip before meeting Aces eyes. "Can I hold your hand?"
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Post by aerin "ace" camden emerson on Mar 8, 2012 2:14:57 GMT -5
"I hope not, either. But I've hoped that every time and it's always turned out the same. I'm starting to wonder if I shouldn't hope for the worst. My luck seems to be backwards." He smiled at his question, and answered it by reaching over, slipping his fingers between Scotty's. "You don't have to ask." He said, leaning over to kiss him again before he started walking, pulling Scotty beside him. He hated having to go get his stuff. It always seemed so final, like he wouldn't be coming back, like he wouldn't be Ace anymore, but Aerin.
He walked slowly down the sidewalk, making it clear he was in no hurry to get Scotty home. He felt like he had a stone in the pit of his stomach, and it was making him sick. He simply put it off as nerves. Nervous about leaving again, about sleepless nights in some bunk, about being hurt again, the sex addicted children.. He squeezed Scotty's hand, absently looking for comfort that only Scotty could give. "I hate this.." He mumbled. "You'll tell your auntie I said hey?" He asked, looking over at Scotty.
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Post by scotty xavier mason on Mar 8, 2012 18:36:36 GMT -5
Scotty smiled when he felt Ace's lips against his own. "I'm glad to know..." he said lifting up their interlaced hands so he could kiss the top of Ace's. "It felt like this the first time we ever held hands. The day we first met at school in the sandbox." he said looking down at the ground as they walked. "Like my hand was supposed to be there..like I was supposed to be with you." he said chuckling looking back up at him, squinting as the sun hit his eyes. "I'm glad that we finally figured that out.."
He smiled squeezing Ace's hand back before he let go of it and wrapped his arm around Ace, pulling him close. "I hate this also..but it won't be forever." he said looking down at him. "And of course, I will tell her hello. You can come inside if you want." he said simply looking around at the empty street. They were about 5 minutes from his home and he wasn't ready to leave Ace yet.
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