[OPEN] full moons? they drive us mad.

[shaun michel foster]

Shaun played with his fingers, almost wishing he was Shawn. But he wasn't. She didn't even know if Shawn could have puppies. She traced the lines in his hand slowly with one of her nails, biting her lip. She sighed, looking over at Tyler. She felt like this was wrong, that this shouldn't be happening. She looked back over at Jacob, reaching over to brush away his tears. "If you can't blame me for being some.. half dressed, totally not worthy of your brother model, then you can't blame yourself for being sick. Because both of those are things we can't control. Even if I'm closer to losing my job than I care to admit."

[jacob roefaux gryffon]

Jacob tried swallowing the knot in his throat and looked away. His wrists were raw and cut, clearly recently not under control. He shifted his weight. "I can blame myself for raping you.." He whispered, voice catching I his throat. He hated the way it sounded, gritted his teeth. But his hand remained relaxed in her own.

[shaun michel foster]

Shaun bit her lip, not liking the word any more than he did. "Only humans are capable of rape, Jacob.. Because only humans can say no. And neither of us were human when it happened. I knew what I was getting myself into when I made you run into the woods after me, Jacob. I wasn't going to let you hurt Tyler and if I ended up being with you first then.. I asked for it. Now stop blaming yourself. You just gave into what every other male wolf feels. Even my brothers. Except Marc. He's fruity." She said, turning his hand over to run her finger over the top.

[jacob roefaux gryffon]

Still Jacob only shook his head. But he didn't say anything this time, just let out a shaky breath of defeat. He gazed Doreen at the wrist still handcuffed to the bed, winced at how raw it was from tugging. Not only was it because he had attacked two nurses, but it made it rather difficult to shift as well.

[shaun michel foster]

Shaun slowly ran her fingers over his hand, chewing on her lip. She didt feel near as sick to her stomach, but it was still there. She had no doubt that she was pregnant, otherwise she wouldn't feel drawn go Jacob. She honestly wanted to curl up and not shift back until she had her puppies.

"I think I'm just gonna stay with Marc for a couple months.." She said quietly. She chewed her lip, squeezing his hand tighter. "He keeps saying the apartment is too quiet. I guess puppies running around is gonna make that different. Until they learn to shift."

[jacob roefaux gryffon]

Jacob sighed, gazing up at her. "I'm gonna help you, okay Shaun? As soon as I get out of here.. You aren't going to have to do this alone.. I promise I'm gonna love them okay..?" Fresh tears started down his cheeks as he gazed up at her.

[shaun michel foster]

Shaun reached over, slowly running her fingers through his hair. "I know you are, Jacob. I never doubted that you'd take care of your puppies. Youre not like that." She said, kissing his forehead gently. "It's just that once I shift, I can't shift back. And a human can't carry around puppies in their stomach. And if I keep feeling sick, I'm gonna be really grumpy."

[jacob roefaux gryffon]

Jacob bit his lip. "I know.." He whispered softly, watching her. "Tell Shawn I'm sorry.. Please.." He choked, rubbing at his face with his one free hand.

[shaun michel foster]

"I will.." She mumbled brokenly. Shawn was all she wanted, no matter what was wrong with him. All she could do was hope that this didn't drive a wedge between the two of them. "I think he said to tell you hey." She said, picking at her nails now that she didn't have Jacob's hand to mess with. She made a mental note to call her manager and fake a story about a family emergency or something. That should buy her time.

[jacob roefaux gryffon]

Jacob smiled just slightly, peered past her at Tyler for a moment. But his brother wasn't really paying attention, trying to fix the gauze around his torso.
He sighed, shifting his weight in the bed some, felt faintly uneasy. He hoped they would bring him more medicine soon, didn't want to deal with this anymore.