[CLOSED] make you feel wanted...

[britton "britt" markus roberts]

Britt rubbed her back, holding her close. He kissed the top of her head, his fingers trailing up and down her back. "I don't know either.." He said quietly after awhile. He twisted her shirt around his finger, then let go of it. He played with it, pulling on it gently. It had been a long time since he had ever had anyone near him. Any girls he had met had thought he was contagious or something.

"You're not like everyone else. When you should be running away, you're running towards me.." He said quietly, his eyes looking up at the ceiling. He felt his heart beating a little faster, and a pain in his chest. He coughed, taking in a deep shaky breath. 'That lung won't last the night..' He thought.

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[zoey ashlyn martyn]

Zoey worked her jaw. "I dunno why they would run.." She murmured, feeling him play with her shirt. She listened to his heartbeat with slight worry, touching at his chest as he let out a shaky breath. Even now he was dying....

So familiar, and yet so so different from her last relationship. "It's okay," She whispered softly. "You've already changed my life..." She massaged his chest gently, had felt the change in heart rate and nestled up close. "I wish you would be okay..I wish you didn't have to go out like this.." She breathed. "You seem like an amazing guy..you don't deserve this at all."

[britton "britt" markus roberts]

Britt smiled his sideways smile, knowing she would never see it. He felt her hand on his chest, and slipped his fingers between his. "I'm not leaving you without a fight." He said, coughing again. 'If I die here, I think I'll die happy.'

"You changed me too.. Taught me how to love, when everything is falling apart. To see the silver lining on the blackest clouds.." He closed his eyes, seeing his all-too-familiar friend behind his eyelids. 'I'm still not gonna touch you..' He thought, opening his eyes. He held her a little closer, feeling his heart start to slow it's beats.

"I don't want to leave you, Zoe.." He whispered, stroking her hair.

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[zoey ashlyn martyn]

Zoey smiled faintly into his chest, a tear rolling down her cheek. "I don't want you to leave," she mumbled. "You're my first friend in a long time..that I've told any of that too... 'Because I push everyone else away...why do you have to take him?'

She sighed shakily, trying to regain control of herself as she drew up her knees, curling up against him, relaxing when he laced his fingers through her own. She cintinued to run her thumb over his chest beneath his own, pressing a kiss to his shoulder.

[britton "britt" markus roberts]

"I didn't know what friend was until I met you." He whispered against her forehead. Maybe somebody was listening because the pain in his chest grew lighter. He took a deep breath, his hand dropping to the small of her back. He rubbed it gently, resting his head on top of his.

"I never had a family.. And I never will. But you're about as close to that as I'm gonna get." He rubbed his thumb across the top of her hand. "You kind of are my family now."

[zoey ashlyn martyn]

She tilted her head, gazing up at him quietly with the faintest of smiles. "And you're family too," She whispered softly. "Always." Her cheek once more found his shoulder, hand splayed against his chest gently as she thought things over, pulling the blankets up higher.

She wished it didn't have to end like this, the person she trusted so easily being one to die. But she knew she had no way of changing it. Only Satan did.

[britton "britt" markus roberts]

Britt continued to rub her back, his eyes slowly closing. He wanted to give her so much, wanted to show her there was more to life than sex and parties. Although that might be preaching to the choir considering he had done -and still does- his fair share of selling out his body. Just the night before he had a guy who he had been with. That might explain why he was going downhill so fast.

"I wish I could give you the world.." He whispered, biting his lip. "I really do.. I wish I had the time to show you how much you've changed me.." But truth be told, he didn't think he would make it through the night. Not if his lung collapsed.

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[zoey ashlyn martyn]

Zoey sighed shakily. "I wish you did too.." she whispered, unable to snuggle up much closer than she already was. It was around four in the morning now. She chewed absently on her lip, draping her arm further around him in a half a hug and staying like that.

Sshe didn't want to sleep, but was honestly exhausted, an allowed her eyes to close. "I would give you the world if it could save your life," she murmured, lips grazing his jaw as she curled up, a faint smile crossing them. "I really would.."

[deacon reid rudman]

Britt smiled, gently grabbing her by the jaw. He kissed her softly, rubbing her cheek. "Why don't we keep the blood in my veins and not in my dick, okay?" He said softly, letting her chin go.

"Sleep, okay?" He whispered, brushing his lips across her forehead. He closed his eyes, on the very edge of sleep -or death, he couldn't tell. "I'll be here when you wake up.." He said softly, praying he actually would.

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[zoey ashlyn martyn]

Zoey smiled faintly when he kissed her. "I sure hope you are..." She whispered, tears glinting in her eyes. "Goodnight, Britton.." she closed her eyes, keeping as close as she could get. She was too tired to stay awake.

Her breaths softened some, body soon fully relaxing against him as she eased into sleep, a faint smile on her face, a last plea to Satan to let him live at least a little longer lingering in her head.