[CLOSED] taking on water.

[deacon reid rudman]

"Fuck, Connor." He groaned, pulling his knees together. "You're the opposite of a boner killer, I fucking SWEAR." He moaned, his hand running across Connor's neck, and into his hair. He turned over on his side so he was facing Connor, and pulled him close, kissing him deeply. He grabbed the blanket off the back of the sofa, pulling it on them.

"I swear to fuck I am just going to stay here. All night. And it's your fault. You should feel terrible." He teased, running a hand slowly down his chest, waiting for a reaction from Connor.

[connor crayze sykes]

Connor laughed, pressing a knee tauntingly between Deacon's legs a moment. He sprawled out beside him, gazing into his eyes as the blanket was pulled over them. He met the kiss, shivering as the hand traced up his chest. "S-so?" He huffed. "We c-can do this...."

He kissed him deep again, a hand on his cheek, groaned. "You're fucking h-hot you know..?" He huffed against his lips, arms wrapoing around his neck for a momentas he hugged him close.

[deacon reid rudman]

"Yeah, I know." He said teasingly, rocking his hips against Connor's knee. He wrapped his arms tightly around him, holding him close. "It feels really nice to have another person here.. Someone I know I can touch, and kiss and make scream so loud the freaking windows rattled." He said, kissing his neck, knowing Connor wasn't near that loud.

"You'd better move your knee, or I'm gonna fuck it." He said, squeezing his sides. "And then you're gonna have shit all over your leg and you're gonna be complaining." He started to tickle him, not caring if they woke Bandit up.

[connor crayze sykes]

Connir grinned. "I-I did not scream that loud," He huffed in mock defense, kissing his chin. "I-I'm glad you're happy..." He chuckled with Deacon's nest words. "I'm n-not moving my knee," He huffed, but was laughing huskily a moment later, grabbing at Deacon's hands to try and stop him.

"St-toppit," He huffed, coughing faintly with a crooked grin. He was so ticklish it wasn't even funny. Teeth sank against Deacon's jugular after a moment, playful, then he kissed the faint bite mark, nuzzling him nose to nose.

[deacon reid rudman]

Deacon smirked, feeling him bite his neck gently. "You turn into a vampire now?" He asked, laying back and pulling Connor on top of him. He looked up at him, smiling a crooked grin.

"It's hard to believe I'm lucky enough to get you.." He said quietly, brushing his hair out of his face. He kissed him softly, hugging him close. "Nothing is ever going to make me think you're any less than absolutely amazing.." He whispered in his ear, stroking his hair gently. "Nothing is going to make me not want to spend every waking moment with you.."

[connor crayze sykes]

Connor just smiled down at his with hazy gold eyes. He leaned down, kissing him a moment. "Y-you deserve this much..." He whispered softly. "A-at least one person you c-can touch like this." He kissed him again, smiled. Nuzzling at his neck this time, he sighed. "Deacon I-...."

He bit his lip, unsure. "I h-haven't been this happy in a long time.." nestling even closer, he shifted his weight, knee still not having been moved, his hand massaging Deacon's chest gently.

[deacon reid rudman]

He held him close, running a hand through his hair. "I haven't either. But I'm glad I make you happy. Because I know you make me happy. Really happy. Like.. Maybe being alone for so long was worth it. Because now I can really appreciate you being here." He kissed him softly, his hand running up and down his chest.

"About that knee.." He said, picking Connor up by the hips and moving him so his legs were across Deacon's abdomen. He rubbed his legs gently, his other hand in Connor's hair. "I wouldn't give this moment for anything.." He said, closing his eyes.

[connor crayze sykes]

Connor just smiled at all of this, content and pleased with what was going on. He curled up close against him, fingertips continuing to trace over his chest. "I-I wouldn't either..." He admitted softly, enjoying the warmth shared between them beneath the blanket.

He nestled up against him, for once with nothing to worry about or stress over, his gut didn't ache at all, chest didn't feel tight. Everything was okay...and that's all he told himself. Everything would be okay...he would figure this out...
He had to.

[deacon reid rudman]

Deacon heard Bandit babbling and sighed. He kissed Connor deeply, rubbing his leg gently. "She probably wants dinner." He said, laying him down. He pulled on his boxers, then walked to the kitchen, grabbing her baby food and a bottle. He grabbed a baby spoon, and scooped her up in his arms, carrying her to his chair. He sat the bottle on the floor, then opened the jar. She smiled a toothless smile, and he laughed.

"Yeah, dinner. Woo." He said, feeding her a spoonfull of the mush. She swallowed it, then looked over at Connor.

"Con Con Con!" She said happily, waving at him. Deacon fed her another spoon of food, leaning back in his chair.

[connor crayze sykes]

Connor smiled as he watched them, finally himself falling more and more in love with this guy as the moments passed, especially with how he treated Bandit. Waving back, he curled up on the couch, thin sick body easily exhausted though he had wished to try and hide how tired he now was.

But laying here was so comfortable. He had no intentions of sleep, closing his eyes thoughtfully. This...if it was anything...it saddened him knowing he would be keaving them. Knowing he might never get married or have a real job, a real future and life outside of his teenage years. He hid his emotions towards them, but honestly he wished he could think about the future and say he had plans like everyone else. Wished he could do something, anything, to stop this.