[zain] home away from home.

[monroe owen hughes]

Monroe slowly wrapped his arms around his neck, kissing him back just as softly. "Don't let go.." He breathed, slowly playing with his hair. He looked up at him, clearly terrified of being left alone without him. "I don't want to be away from you anymore, Zain.."

[zain marshal rhoston]

Zain held him close, not wishing to let go, anyway. "I won't.." He whispered. "I'm right here baby..it's all okay now, we're gonna be fine." He kissed his temple lovingly. "God, I love you..."

[monroe owen hughes]

Monroe clung to him, terrified of when he'd have to leave. "I love you too." He breathed, pulling Zain as close to him as he could get him. "I thought you'd be mad when you found out.. I know you hate me hurting myself.. A-and they don't look like they're gonna let me go.."

[zain marshal rhoston]

Zain bit his lip. "I was past insane by the time I found out, baby.. I...It hurts.. I'm not mad. I'm hurt." He hugged him close, playing gently with his hair. "I'm sorry I have 't been able to love you like I should. I'm sorry I don't know how.." He whispered brokenly.

[monroe owen hughes]

"As long as you're here, it doesn't matter to me.." He said quietly, looking up at him. And it was sadly the truth. He didn't care if he ended up hurt as long as it was Zain that hurt him. He reached up, rubbing at an eye.

[zain marshal rhoston]

Zain's eyebrows furrowed and he shook his head. "It's not okay.." He whispered brokenly. "I don't like hurting you baby.." He whispered. "I got anger problems I know...don't let me hurt you nomore..."

[monroe owen hughes]

"I only like you hurting me in bed.." He said quietly, hoping it would get a smile out of him. He pulled him close, giving him a slow, gentle kiss. "It's been too long since I've had you here.." He said quietly, rubbing his chest.

[zain marshal rhoston]

Zain smiled the faintest bit. "It's been hard to stay away.." He whispered, kissing him again. He couldn't help it. "I'll be here every day now baby, olay..?"

[monroe owen hughes]

Monroe nodded. "I know. I'd go to bed and you weren't there and it was awful.." He said quietly, smiling up at him. "Please?" He breathed, pulling him close until their lips were almost touching. "I don't wanna go another day without hearing your voice.."

[zain marshal rhoston]

Zain searched his face. "You don't have to anymore.." There was a guilt lingering in his head and he couldn't figure out why. He leaned forward, kissing him deeply.